When Freddie Mercury said these words oh so many years ago who knew it would hit me like this today. He follows that by saying “pushing down on me”. Bang it hits me even harder. Everyone asks but no one wants to know the truth because people like to say the right things but no one could say anything to help how I feel, what I see, what I go through, no one. I am in physical pain. But then I don’t let it get me down at least not in front of anyone else. I like it this way because I can only think the other ways lead to me being ugly. Like everything else.